demoralised.

Seriously trying to.. figure out whats wrong w me.

Be it studies.. or personal stuff.

Every girl seem to be able to take gd care of themselves. be it.. the hair. the complexion.. their things. they have pretty pretty cute things and are able to takecare of them.

Whats wrong with me. Im just a problematic kid. FROM HEAD TO TOE. literally. Frequent headaches, toothaches, lousy complexion.. fat body.. terribly ugly finger and toe nails. Scars all over.

thats the physical part..

Emotionally..

i hate to admit this.. but .. i am trying hard.. to have higher EQ and.. IQ.

if im a product, im one with many many defects.. One that deserved to be scrapped..

I wouldnt label myself as a pessimistic person. Just that sometimes.. the truth just hurts. Its not that I haven been trying.. I have.. But perhaps just not enough. Im getting tired of everything.

I badly want to jus go away. for a breather.. and start things afresh. A getaway.

Studies. everything just seem impossible.. I noe its feeble to think of giving up. But Im at the point where I see no trace of intelligence of an university student.